۱۳۹۲ آذر ۸, جمعه

Cause you and I, we were born to die..... (lana del rey)

yek shabe khoob az hamin shabhaie k majboram sobhe zoodesh bar khalafe meil o eradam az takhte khab bejaham broon o dar ba balatarin soraate momken abi be sar o soratam bezanam o rang o roie behesh bepasham o parche haie qashangi behesh bekesham k morede qaboole sahebane kar o morajeen bashe o bad bodo bodo 2ta mashin avaz konam o ye masirio piade beram o hen hen o hon hon konan sar balaie haie uni ro beram bala ta be class beresam o chand saatio dar mahzar asatid gosh karde o gosh nakarde,khab o bidar,dar hal rise raftan ya bahse jeddi kardan ba shahrzad begzaronamo bad ba shahrzad khodamo be tajrish beresonamo ba ham bodo bodo az sar pol ta jeloie metro tunnel bezanim az beine jamiato qablesham jeloie longine ab dahanemon rah biofte o badam k residim az ham joda shim o har kodom bejahim to ye mashin o bad k residam chizar qadam tond o gonde gonde bardaramo beresam be mahale karo bad shabahengam ramo kaj konam tarafe khone o onqad ro dore tond basham k hata forsat nadashte basham fekr konam.va in kheili khooobe k adam forsate fekr kardan nadashte bashe!
rastesh hamoon roozi k dashtam mohamo kotah mikardam o in araiesh garhaie k hes mikonam baraie jalbe moshtari sai mikonan bahat refiq beshan o hey azat soal miporsan o j ro az zire zaboonet mikeshan dasht migoft bah bah che dokhtar khanoome faali,dars o kar o ... yek jori harf mizad k man khodamo dorost dar jaie in adamaie fresh tasavvor kardam o khastam begam hey khanoom kojaie kari k hamin forrsat nadashtan baraie fekr kardan bood k mano be injaha keshond.vagarna mane goshad koja o in sobata koja...
dashtam migoftam to in masire mahale kar-khoone k taze 2bare maqzam load mikone o forsate fekr kardan peida mikone boodam,yani dar vaqe be sare koche reside boodam o kelid ro ham hata az kifam daravorde boodam o ah o pif mikardam o ke sedaie dokhtarak o pesaraki az toie mashin boland shod.tabaan tavajohi nakardam o doos dashtam zoodtar be ashpazkhoneie doos dashtani beresam k talafie az sob ta on moqe goshnegi ro 1 ja dar biaram.
ke yeho sedaie pesare koche ro larzond,hei dad mizad poshte sare ham k be kiram ! be kiram ke negah kard !
va man harchand k ahle in model harf zadana nistam va delam ham nemikhad k basham vali delam mikhast k dar ja zar bezanam o hamrahi konam ba pesarake mazkor va dastamo bezaram ro shoneie 2khtare o begam k vaqean che ahamiati dare k dooste doost pesaret be u negah kard ya cheshmak zad ya shomare dad ya pishnehade bi sharmane dad?akhe azize dele man vase chi rabetato ba 1 hamchin chizaie gohi kharab mikoni.chera?chera?chera?
biam bezanam to dahane jofteton adam shin?biam safeton konam berin ebrat begirin bechasbin be rabete varziton,havaseton be hamdg bodan o zendegi kardan?na akhe man biam bahaton barkhord konam shoma adam mishin? :/
hichi dg,baraie toie nevisandeie in matlab k badha barmigardi neveshte hat ro review mikoni begam k nakone ye roozi pashimon shi,in tasmimi ke to gerefti k be goh tarin vaze momken va hata paeen tar azon ham beresi k e kasi ro tanbih koni k dosesh dari?ke hata hala age taraf jon ham bekane emkan nadare befahme k to dari bekhatere punishment on khodeto pare pore mikoni bedon k in behtarin tasmime momken boode bahareie azizam.lozomiam nadashte k bash harfi bezani,harchand tahe delet doost dashti k bezani.bayad az khodet mochaker bashi k qorore nekbatito hese eshqe be dard nakhoreto gozashti kenar va behesh in ejaze ro dadi k forsate hamneshini ba behtar az to ro dashte bashe va zamanesh dood nashe bere hava va kheili chizaie dg k bemanad azizam nagoftanesh az goftanesh behtarre
ama bahareie chand sale ayande mage hamin 1 dalil be andazeie kafi,bozorg nist?
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