khob yek borhe haie az zendegi hastan k adam be shojaat niaze mobram dare.baraie gereftane tasmime dorost !
hata age in shojaat baraie edame dadan nabashe.baraie in bashe k to qabool koni residi be khate paian.
man in shojaat o peida kardam vaqti fahmidam k hanooz zendegim edame dare o zendam vali khob be khate paian residam.shaiad mesle titrazhe paiani k hich vaqt tamoom nemishe.
va be nazare shoma mitonam kare khasi bokonam?mitonam nafas nakesham?mitonam qaza ya ab nakhoram?mitonam khod koshi konam?mitonam dars nakhonam , kar nakonam o faqat ye goshe beshinam montazere marg?
na dostan ! nemitonam moteasefane.yani man emtehan kardam o nashod.zate rozegar ejaze nadad moteasefane.tanha kare mofidi k mitonam bokonam midoonin chie?inke az adama b shedat doori konam,ta in maraze mosrio beheshon montaqel nakonam.are,hamine kare dorost...
va emrooz asr,dar hali k rihanna & eminem gosh mikardam o bakhshe kheili kheili kochiki az maqzamo ekhtesas dade boodam be emtehane shanbe k dar noe khodesh baraie bache haie ma shakhe qoli mahsob mishe o man hanooz ham hichie hichi(be manaie vaqeie kalame na hichie bache haie loos o khar khon!)nakhondam azash fekr kardam k avalin step baraie in kar ine k beram mohamo bezanam,beram mohamo kotaheshon konam,kotahe kotahe kotah;yani kheili kotah.
va shoma shaiad nadonid in baraie man cheqadr moheme,in mohaie kami bolande doost dashtaniam.age midoonestid shaiad ahamiatesho be onvane avalin step dark mikardin!
mohaie k baraie aqaie khas boland negaheshon midashtam,mohaie k kolli barname dashtam barashon.baraie kei?vaqti k aqaie khas bazam miomad paitakht,mohaie k qarar bood be hadafe bordane del e aqaie khas fer beshe,extention beshe,belond beshe,ceratine beshe,sharabi beshe,1tarafesh ba mashin zade beshe o 1 tarafesh hamontori boland vel beshe o ...
mohaie k qarar bood shaiad dar yek ham aqoshie vaqeie dore sorate aqaie khas vel beshe ! boie sorat o badanesho be khodesh begire...
mohaie k moqe asab khordi,vaqti bahashon miraftam jeloie aeene ta 1 dast mikardam beineshon behem migoft bikhialesh o man aroom tar mishodam.
mohaie k moqe deltangi bara aqaie khas miraftam ba shampo masalan ba panten mishostamesho ba be jaie aqaie khas boshon mikardam o angosh tamo negah midashtam beineshon.
va shoma che midonid kotah kardan o kotah negah dashtane in moha yani chi?
kotah kardan o kotah negah dashtane in hame omid o arezoo!
....
hata age in shojaat baraie edame dadan nabashe.baraie in bashe k to qabool koni residi be khate paian.
man in shojaat o peida kardam vaqti fahmidam k hanooz zendegim edame dare o zendam vali khob be khate paian residam.shaiad mesle titrazhe paiani k hich vaqt tamoom nemishe.
va be nazare shoma mitonam kare khasi bokonam?mitonam nafas nakesham?mitonam qaza ya ab nakhoram?mitonam khod koshi konam?mitonam dars nakhonam , kar nakonam o faqat ye goshe beshinam montazere marg?
na dostan ! nemitonam moteasefane.yani man emtehan kardam o nashod.zate rozegar ejaze nadad moteasefane.tanha kare mofidi k mitonam bokonam midoonin chie?inke az adama b shedat doori konam,ta in maraze mosrio beheshon montaqel nakonam.are,hamine kare dorost...
va emrooz asr,dar hali k rihanna & eminem gosh mikardam o bakhshe kheili kheili kochiki az maqzamo ekhtesas dade boodam be emtehane shanbe k dar noe khodesh baraie bache haie ma shakhe qoli mahsob mishe o man hanooz ham hichie hichi(be manaie vaqeie kalame na hichie bache haie loos o khar khon!)nakhondam azash fekr kardam k avalin step baraie in kar ine k beram mohamo bezanam,beram mohamo kotaheshon konam,kotahe kotahe kotah;yani kheili kotah.
va shoma shaiad nadonid in baraie man cheqadr moheme,in mohaie kami bolande doost dashtaniam.age midoonestid shaiad ahamiatesho be onvane avalin step dark mikardin!
mohaie k baraie aqaie khas boland negaheshon midashtam,mohaie k kolli barname dashtam barashon.baraie kei?vaqti k aqaie khas bazam miomad paitakht,mohaie k qarar bood be hadafe bordane del e aqaie khas fer beshe,extention beshe,belond beshe,ceratine beshe,sharabi beshe,1tarafesh ba mashin zade beshe o 1 tarafesh hamontori boland vel beshe o ...
mohaie k qarar bood shaiad dar yek ham aqoshie vaqeie dore sorate aqaie khas vel beshe ! boie sorat o badanesho be khodesh begire...
mohaie k moqe asab khordi,vaqti bahashon miraftam jeloie aeene ta 1 dast mikardam beineshon behem migoft bikhialesh o man aroom tar mishodam.
mohaie k moqe deltangi bara aqaie khas miraftam ba shampo masalan ba panten mishostamesho ba be jaie aqaie khas boshon mikardam o angosh tamo negah midashtam beineshon.
va shoma che midonid kotah kardan o kotah negah dashtane in moha yani chi?
kotah kardan o kotah negah dashtane in hame omid o arezoo!
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